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I am Cyd.
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So today I saw a doctor about my back problems and my toe pain and she spent the entire time telling me it was because I’m overweight and need to eat less. Nevermind that this problem started when I was in ‘good shape’ when I worked in a warehouse and was very muscular and did lifting. Never mind that the toe thing is literally just an ingrown toenail that my family is fairly prone to. Nope, it’s cause I eat too much. So I pointed out that I’m basically barely eating these days because I don’t have the time and I’m too tired to cook properly and that for the last few weeks I’ve had one small meal a day and a few bags of crisps. And by small I mean tinned ravioli by itself. And before that wasn’t much better. And she said that if that were true, I’d have lost more weight by now. My weight was recorded when I first joined this surgery about 7 months ago at 11st 10 and i’m now 11st 6.
Definitely not seeing that doctor again. I think my back actually needs looking at. I don’t want to just be prescribed ‘maybe it’s time to think about joining a gym’.